Do any of you seem to fly by the seat of your pants like it seems like I do? I can’t keep track of things anymore–I used to be so on top of things, and now I mentally prepare for things when they are right in front of my face. I used to have the whole picture memorized and in my head–and now if you asked me what I had going on tomorrow, I probably wouldn’t be able to tell you. Oh, I have a newborn session, that’s right. So tonight, after I’m done with all of today’s activities, I will prepare for that. And if I have a session the day after that? . . . well I probably haven’t solidified details with them yet because, well, that’s TWO days away and I’m only on TODAY!

I frequently have to check with friends to see what time school events start because I don’t keep papers. I hate clutter, and so I usually accidentally recycle things that I’m supposed to keep because they contain information that I need at a later time. Whenever I sign up to make a meal for someone or we are having people over, I literally make a decision on what to make at the very last second possible. I can’t think that far in advance!

A problem? Yes, sort of. But I just keeping on keeping on, and as long as I keep those balls juggling, I should be okay.